Only On Days That End In "Y"

I'm feeling depressed. Oh, it's a day that ends in "y". That must be the reason. *sigh*

When is this going to end? It's becoming so damn monotonous. I'm tired of feeling that inner ache of sadness. Enough is enough already! At the very least, please bring back that consistent numbness. At least that is bearable.

I went out last night. Two of my coworkers and I got together around at one of their houses and drank the night away. We laughed, chatted and sang drunken songs. It should have been fun, and considering I laughed until my tummy hurt several times, I'm sure that it was. It doesn't feel like it was now though. What I remember feeling is that insipid sense of sadness within me. It just never bloody well goes away.